加油！

我，

成长了吗？

变强了吗？

还远呢

看来要学的东西还有很多

依然是那么的软弱无能

情绪，思想，都是自己的

败是败在自己手中

人际关系变得好复杂

家人，朋友，好远。。好远。。

可能只是自己的感觉

但面对它好不容易

得看开点

变成个心胸广大的大男人

才会长大成一个成功的人！

哈哈

明天就要开课了

快乐的暑假就到此为止

收拾心情，开始读书吧！

要学的东西还有好多呢

Out!

  I'm out! Another trip again. Wahaha.. To my tutor's home. 2~3 hours from here, a place call 福知山 (Fukuchiyama) Hope it's going to be fun ^^. So glad to receive mr Funabashi's e-mail. hahaha.. Now can really enjoy d! I'm gonna have all the fun I can till the break's over. ciaozzzz

Random

 Don't know what's wrong with me.. Slpt at 8 something last night, now got up at 6.30 in the morning.. It is not normal for me to get up this early. Especially during holiday. Holiday is finishing in a week's time. Busy life resume after that, studies, homework etc etc..

 Shopping with Michael and Fu Xi yesterday in Tarumi Porto Bazaar (factory outlet ) was a fun one. Just chit chatting while walking around, 3 mll like a group of girls went shopping lor. Got myself a pair of jeans and a light jacket. Couldn't get any winter clothes yet. Weather is turning colder and colder. Heard that autumn is really short? Maybe in a few weeks it is going to be really cold. 

  Avril's concert last Sunday was a nice one. Not as nice as LP's concert though.. The best part was when her husband, Deryck from SUM 41 made my night. That couple sang 'In Too Deep' together , it was fun ! Japanese don't jump,shout or dance as much. They were just not passion enough. Come on guys,it is a concert! What the hell are you guys standing there without dancing, busy recording with your cellphones?? At first I was standing very near form the stage, but the crowd were not warmed up enough. Had to move myself, to a place where people came to life, jumping and putting their hands in the air. 

 It lasted only for 70 minutes. Front part was mostly love, sad songs. A bit disappointed that she didn't sing 'Nobody's home' , 'Innocence' and 'Losing grip' . But, as I said earlier 'In too deep' made my day:D

  If I'm at home now I would be surely out and get myself some nasi lemak telur goreng.. Damn it!!!!!!

What's for dinner?

 Had steam fish last night.. First time trying it. End up.. okok la. Haha.. I was satisfied enough with the taste. Thanks to oyster sauce, ginger, tofu , mushrooms and garlic. :) Some other friends said it was nice also. Hehe.. Mom must be so proud of me.. Cause I made it all by myself. And sis you should be ashamed. Wahaha~~if you're reading this.

 What bout tonight? Senior said whatever also can.. Curry? A bit troublesome.. Soy sauce chicken? Also quite troublesome.. Cause I don't have any meat with me now. Gotta go out and buy some more.. MA FAN!! But it's fun also .. From the moment of riding da bicycle to market till finish eating.

 Gotta learn more d.. But need the ingredients. They are not selling any spicy stuff,  any sambal or anything at all. I can't even get chili sauce in supermarket !! Gosh go McD also they only have ketchup and mustard.. 

 I miss spicy food :((((((((( Nasi lemak..Nasi briyani.. Ayam rendang.. Oh Appear in my dream tonight please??

Universal Studio Japan

  This post is a bit late.. Went to USJ last week, with 2 friends from Laos and Vietnam. Guys,can you imagine?? 3 dudes from 3 different countries went to a theme park, whole trip talking in Japanese.. weird right??!! Wahaha.. When I told Joyce her reaction was a bit weird also.. Sigh nvm bout it. We had fun, enjoyed ourself there. 

  We were in the park for 9 hours, somehow more than 5 hours we were in line waiting for ride or the show. A suggestion out there to you guys who feel like going, if there's a lot of people, just fork out another 4000 yen for the express pass k..it's going to be worth it. Entrance fee was 5800 yen, you can play everything inside the park with that one day pass.

Spiderman Ride..Nice one! Waited in the line for 70 minutes for this 4 minutes ride. >.<

Didn't have enough time to ride this.

The famous 'Back to The Future'..

Highlight of the day : The Waterworld Show

Simply fantastic

Smokes came from firearms,bombs' special effects

It is somewhere near Halloween, 

so they had the event started.

One of them, Halloween Parade

E.T ride.. You don't wanna ride it. It's for kids.

Before we left, the last show : Peterpan ,the Neverland.

With lots of fireworks , musics and you can see 1 guy in green flying here and there

  Among other interesting ones were Jurassic Park ride, Shrek 4-D and the only roller coaster- Hollywood Dream ride,the one you can see from the first picture. Don't take Jaws ride k? You will regret.. I waited for 70 minutes for that.. '%&$#%%'&')()()&

私の頭の中の消しゴム

　泣くのは久しぶり。。最後は空港でなのかな。。DVDレンタル屋から借りた韓国の映画見て。。何回も泣いちゃった。さすが。。韓国人（映画監督、俳優）は人を泣かせるのが得意だよな。さらに一人で見た。。どのぐらい泣いても見られないから、涙がコントロールできずいっぱい流した。　>.<''

 学校再会後１週間ぐらい。最高の夏休みだったなぁ。あっちこっち行ったり、遊んだり、いろんな知識も得た。教科書では学べないこと、これからもいろいろ楽しみ！

　悲しい映画はもう。。次はアックション！でも旧作しか見れん。。安いから　^^

　もし私の頭の中に消しゴムがあったら。。数学の公式も忘れるし、科学の法則も忘れるし。。絶対ヤバい！！（笑）

　I had a great time crying this noon. LOLZ.. Not because of homesick or kena reject or what.. Just cause I spent ¥140 to rent a Korean movie then makes myself cry.. sigh..

  It is an old movie, shown in Korea in year 2004, Japan in year 2005. Don't know bout Malaysia.. Maybe you guys can find them somewhere since Korean stuffs are so popular now. hmmm.. I can say the director is smart,made the beginning part so sweet till you can melt, then totally the opposite at the ending. Yeap.. Korean movie..so expected la. Hehe.. sure sad one.

  One more week before my college restarts. More movies kua..Any suggestion?? (older ones,cause Japan is very slow in releasing movies and, older ones are cheaper :P)

Happy Birthday,Vincent

 I'm officially 20. Have been breathing in this world for 20 years.Hmmm.. Not a short time,but not long neither. First, I thank dear God,Jesus Christ who given me life , and my mom, who gave birth to me and family,who raised me up till who I am now. Of course,not to forget my lovely friends,dudes, and all..I am living this life not only because of myself but also because of you guys.

 I don't have much memory of my childhood days. Maybe my memory is not that good though..failed my Bio test in Form 5. Haha.. Nothing to do with it. Ermm.. well,all I can remember is the first day when we moved to the new house in Taman Sri Andalas.I was like..5 then? It was a rainy day.. With some thunder. But I could sense there were joy among my family. Cause we could finally have our own house, instead of staying with other relatives. Being looked down, insulted. 

 Other than that,my childhood memory in that house limited to football at the field nearby, cycling nearby(with 2 extra rims behind), playing guli in front of house gate,etc. The scene I remember the clearest would be the one,when I was crying and shouting lying on the floor for mom. She was having her holiday in Medan,Indonesia with her company then. Dad took the responsibility to look after all of us. I was the only one who was crying I guess? Haha..Now I'm thousands of miles away from my home. Wanna cry too!!But tears just don't roll down.

 Kindergarden.. Not much memory.But I remember I learnt the kanji '象' there. My first reaction was : Wow this is hard!!! LOLZ.. 6 years in SRJK(C) Hin Hua..Good school..Where you have tuition every afternoon after class..Free of charge, for UPSR exam... Fat boy like me was being hated by so many people. Still I didn't realize. Ahaha..I was so fat then.Joined basketball club..trained like hell every week.. End up I was a bench warmer.. Nvm..nvm..be patience..

 I had the chance to enter Hin Hua High School with scholarship but I chose to enter SMK Raja Mahadi. In order to improve my English and Malay.. That was my excuse. I'm glad I did!! Made friends with Indians and Malays for the first time .. Close friends I mean.;p Happiest moment.. Yes I love my high school. Wonder what has happened to it now? They say the green blocks has turned into rainbow color. Huh!!! Kindergarden Raja Mahadi!!??PMR and SPM come and gone..Just like that *puff* 5 years gone.

 Fell in love so many times,puppy love I mean.Haha.. But none succeeded until I was in Form 5 , 17 then. Went to so many tuitions in Form 4 and Form 5 for SPM..3 months stints in Kem Bakau , Kertih Terengganu for NS training. Surely not going to forget it..I still have the army pants with me.Hehe.. Entered PPKTJ, where my life changed. Yeah.. what a change it is. Learning new language, making friends, or talking with people from outside of Malaysia (of course Japanese lo).. and I made myself study , so hard that I was so stressed.. Now thinking back,haha.. should have relax back then la Vincent Tan!! 

 Used to have a birthday cake, on the table in the living room. Birthday song from my family members..17th birthday was a memorable one cause the next day was my dear sister's wedding.18th celebrated in Pizza Hut , behind Carrefour in Setapak with Ming Jing.(Happy belated birthday!) With a card of the size that I have never seen. 19th was having exam week... A real sad day for me cause it was some down period of me.OK No need to remember that!!OFF OFF~~  and now my first birthday in Japan. Normal..Nothing special but I received cards,wishes and calls from many of my friends. Facebook and Friendster is more than enough..I appreciate them. **muacks** THANK YOU EVERYONE

 Thanks May Ching, Joyce,Kim,Linh,Chit and Chaipet for the celebration in karaoke. :)

 One thing I must mention here. None of my family member called me!! ALAMAK gotta call home myself to tell its my birthday.Hahah.. ever seen someone this thicked face?? Me la.. Vincent Tan but I don't care la!!! My family member mah.. Note*No present when I'm back home!!

 Alone in the room,blogging and thinking back my 20 years before this.. Makes me homesick. I'm gonna become stronger. Happy birthday Vincent :)  

Craps

I'm back!From Maizuru, a very beautiful place.. Surrounded by mountain and sea :)

It was a 3 days 2 nights trip , a cultural exchange program, or something like to make us get closer, between foreign students in Kansai area -Akashi , Maizuru and Nara Kosen. Wakayama peeps missed it cause they are having their exam now.

Lazy to upload the pictures here..So just gonna talk briefly bout it.Hmmm.. Nothing much ,just that we got to make new friends, learn more stuffs and had fun, just like a holiday. Cutter ride was a great experience. Cheers to MayC and Joyce! You girls were strong.Hehehe~~

On my way back today , had to change train at Kyoto, so I just take the chance to walk around Kyoto..Not around but just the area near the station.Wow Kyoto Station has more than 30 platforms *.* ...I even got lost once.ahahha...

Walked for 15 mintues, reach a temple called 東寺(Tooji) an old temple built in 1400++.Spent an hour there.. went back to the station and accidentally entered Isetan..Yeah,you read the word 'accidentally'.

Well,I was a good boy today. Waha.. Controlled myself not to do any shopping..But I really wanna get myself 1 slim fit jeans... sobb.. Tried 2 pieces there but end up didn't buy anything.Haih feel sorry for the cute girl who served me.. They were quite expensive anyway, that's why I didn't buy.LOLZ..( but I have some feeling I will buy in Osaka or Kobe soon..)

I then entered baby and kids' section.Gosh those clothes are soooooo cute!!! Especially for girls one they were just like those dresses for dolls, with beautiful laces. Pieces you see on princess. Come on Da Jie faster make another one with Jie Fu..So that I can do more shopping,wahahha..for your daughter. Sorry Nicholas if he reads this but he won't understand anyway.So.. no problem. Cause for boys one not so cute.. Can get in Malaysia also.

Then came back.. Luckily it wasn't raining so heavily.. Weather is turning colder now.Can't wait for my first autumn and winter experience. Read online newspaper,so many things happened in my home country huh.. Hope that peace is always there,with my family,friends and fellow countryman always.

野球！阪神！ Baseball ->Hanshin Tigers

  Last night,I had one of my greatest night here ( actually I had lots of great nights this summer.) I went to a baseball stadium and watched LIVE baseball match! Oh what a night it was. Most of you guys know, baseball is Japan's most famous sports. From primary school, Japanese kids have baseball practice until high school, if they don't give up from those hell-like training sessions. Just rethink about Doraemon. You can see Nobita always got bullied just because he couldn't make any hit. Easy to say,Japanese are just crazy about baseball.

  The game started at 6 but we (I went with 3 classmates , all of them are from baseball club) entered around 6.15 .The match was 阪神　vs　ヤクルト　（Hanshin Tigers vs Yakult , Hanshin is Osaka and Kobe area, Yakult..Yeah their sponsors the Yakult drink company,a team form Tokyo ). Of course I supported Hanshin :D

  First round , Hanshin 0-2 Yakult down. But just a few minutes after we sit down, PUFF! HOME RUN!!!! First time being able to see a home run , LIVE. And the Tigers able to score 2 points.Wasn't able to snap any pictures of it cause I was too busy enjoying the atmosphere and shouting and yelling in joy.

The atmosphere in the stadium was unbelievable

Very cool.. the hitter.My friend say baseball player easy to attract girls 

sobb..should have joined that

At round 7,they have this tradition to release these balloons into the air.

The view was just simply magnificent

  Things didn't went well for the Tigers. We were 2-4 down at the final round,round 9 . 20% of the people even went back d cause they were so disappointed (maybe some other factors like traffic , etc.) But rest of the supporters didn't give up and continued to shout and yelled to support the players. Just like that,miracle happened and we scored 3 points for a miraculous comeback, winning 5-4 at the end.

Interview of the star player of the night　矢野輝弘

  The whole stadium went nuts when they hit the winner. Star players of the night were 矢野　輝弘、今岡　誠　and 桧山　進次郎. OK just imagine..Football fans what if your favourite team were losing 0-1 and levelled the score at 89 minute,then scored another goal in stoppage time?(Did it remind you of 1999's UEFA Champions League Final??) Some more if you were watching it live at home,in  Old Trafford or Anfield or somewhere else. Basketball fans - a buzzer 3 point shot?What bout that?? Oh what a experience. Wish to go again. And I have set myself a target to watch Manchester United live someday in Old Trafford.

Go Go Tigers!

無題

忘れたいほど

忘れられない

治ったが

消すことが出来ん

傷がそのまま残ってしまう

時間経つと

傷が誇りになった

そのおかげで

勉強できた

強くなった

泣きにくくなった

冷たい訳じゃない

これよりひどいこと

世の中に数えきれないほどある

ことが分かったから

家族、友達、先生

教えてくれた

そばにいてくれた

辛いときに慰めてくれた

ありがとう

貴方たちいないなら

今の僕は何でもないだろう

唉~

已是半夜。。不，该说是早晨5点钟。。

并非从岁梦中清醒过来，而是根本没睡到觉

2点时先辈约了去唱k。。哪儿知喝醉了搞到要吵架。。

要是搞打起来可是大问题罗

无话可说。。白白浪费了那2000¥就只唱了那几首歌。。

还要劝架。。被骂。。

喝醉了的人最好别惹！ 

（醉了的人都会说自己没醉！）